• leave
• slip away from all this frustration
• there is a healing, cooling breeze
• away from the pending failure
• and the gloom
• away from his gaze and the twist of his bitter disappointment
• i wish
• i could wake again in a better time and place and be again a woman full of love and light and grace.
• imminently reality fell again
• drew you back again
• lifted the veil of my words to your heart again
• randomly sang again
• here you are and love waited
• still the evening
• with a love unsated
• no
• its not quite like the way you're reading it
• there are a million messages to be read and each of them are true
• and your interpretation of my dream
• or nightmare
• is absolutley true..
• bend back your ear and square a shoulder to the whisperer and gossip
• all you are and all you can be
• is there
• reach out
• reach out
• reach out.

I would like to learn how to have him love me.

I would love to know that it were that simple

I nearly fell for some book that told how i could be the woman men adore to love....

how impossible
how foolish
how sad
and even now a little voice whispers $39 are worth the risk!!!!

Aching soul
tears cling
as if poisonous behind heavy lids

thats it
I'm done in for today and
his smile is driving me to distraction

snap
my heart will break this time.

Threre is no escape fropm my own desire for love
every word I ever write
shouts out
lonely old woman

how are you worthy

untaught and alone
uncaught.

I am not wriggling, see don't set me free
catch
me
catch me
catch

burn the tips of ginger fingers
crisp crackles and fracture into dust
and I am lost.

Weeping
a river
like a dry whine of solace.

I could not drown now, I am so dry the river bed would cushion my fall,

So your tears and your love and your affection
soften my fall

catch me
catch me
catch

me

Will only be ale to stay for a few minutes
Its neatly too late
and i am wondering
Who's life am I living?

I am here at my desk
and I wanted to stay longer
let rhyme fill my soul and ease the crick from neck

oh mi duck
and mi darlinks

i am so tired of keeping away and awake in the middle of the night!

love you
I will be back

soooooooooooooooooooooooon
xx